Carpe Diem: Streesed

Days I have lately.

I can't pull myself together. :(

I am:
- sad,
- lonely,
- dissapointed,
- over worked,
- streesed from work and
- lazy coz' of fucked up weather!

This week is the week when I really lost all the desire to live. :( I mean, not killing myself, but it's so hard to get though this kind of weeks and even when I'm trying to cheer myself up, things go even worse than already are! :(

Sadly sad and non-willing-kind-of-weeks are usually hell long too :( and it seems like the week won't and won't end. :( This week was like that for me.
I had LOTS of work, but I have the feeling like I was working 10 days, instead of 5 :(

Yesterday another dissapointment hit me, so things got even worse and my mood as well. Nothing can be done, I just need to wait for better days to come.

But that I won't only say negative things, I can tell about my weekend plans - haha, won't be much to write, since I will mostly study.
I have exam coming on 17th April and sadly, due my bad mood I haven't done much of the studying and now I have some cathing up to make. In first place I will try to get some sleep as well, coz' this week I have every day very late nights and very early mornings, so was all the time tired as well....

For the new week to come I have only one thing ahead me and that's Thursday AFTER my exam!!!! That's the moment I am, besides my boyfriend to come home, something I am the most looking forward to!

I have some lovely plans for next weekend, but those will be revealed some other time.

There's a saying we have: "After every rainy days, the sun comes out!" I really hope so!