...I will never understand them!
I think I wrote about this topic a while ago, but it's so "fascinating" to me that I will write about it again!
WHY they promise something and than they DO NOT stick to it??? WHY??? What do guys benefit from doing this? Don't we, ladies, deserve to get the thing they promised?? I really can't explain why they keep doing this.
They only hurt us - well, only the girls who care about things that were promised! And sadly I am one of those! :( And so, am hurt!
My beloved boyfriend promised me one thing and now it's been more than two hours and he still didn't do what he promised.
Sadly he's been far away and reaching him over the phone is like Indiana Jones mission, so I don't really know where is he and when he's about to call or send any kind of sign of life! Maybe some readers of my blog, for what I think, there are not many, will think I am being silly since I am mad about him and a bit worried, but when someone is far, someone you love, it's kind of hard to stay calm.
I am not saying that many things can happen, but on he other hand all is possible.
I hate that phone and other ways of 21st century connections are working so bad and it's more like winning the lottery if you want to reach him :(
I mean, calling is not that hard, but than the connections are almost every time very, very bad, many times it's ringing but when he picks up the connecting goes who knows who and almost every time I have the luck to get him, I get the felling that he's somewhere in cave....line is very very bad.
I am often sad that my bofriend has a job that keeps me and him apart for a long time.
Many friends have told me that by now I could get used to the situation, but I am telling the that it's easier to say than do.
I mean, than I have friends on the other hand who have boyfriends and are complaining when they don't see them for a day!!! Hello?? I have to be without him for 14 days, than he comes home for 5 days and goes again for 14 days!!!
When I say like that I miss him, they all say that he'll soon be back. Why friends are not more friendly with their statements??
I mean, yes, he will come back, but that doesn't mean I don't miss him.
And like it's not bad enough for me, he is also making all those things harder and harder by not doing things he promise!
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I can truyl understand your feelings, I have felt the same when I had long distance relationship... that was completely another story but still some same things applied to that too.
And well, I know it really must be hard for you to be without him for so long... I dunno if I could cope with the same thing if I were you...