I hate it and I love it. I love it coz' I have some days off from work, coz' I can go to the seaside or to any other destination, coz' I can (sometimes) sleep late, meeting friends its easier and few other things...but I hate it coz' it's so damn HOT!!! Don't get me wrong, I like when it's warm during the day, but the weather could give me a break during the night!!! Tonight I went to bed at 10.30pm (so, yesterday) and couldn't fall alseep till 2am today!!! I even wrote an e-mail at 1am in hope that looking into the screen will make me sleepy, but nooooo!!! It was terrible. I slept less than 5 hours I am sooo down today...not being in the bad mood, but being tired and sleepy :s I wish I could stay at home or at least have late morning, but instead I am stuck at work! :( If I'll be lucky enough, I will work only till Thursday and will be on Friday already at the seaside :) Will see. The problem why I couldn't sleep tonight was not only the heat, but my thoughts! I was and am thinking really (too) much about that job at the Telekom Copmany. It's terrible and I really hope they'll call me today and let me know about the work. I can already see that I'm going to be dissapointed rather a lot if I won't get the job, but at least I'll have the answer...it's really painful not knowing :( I've also been thinking a lot about children :s which also puts me in bad mood :s Yesterday I watched one film with small children and it brought the thoughts back into my head that my dear boyfriend is so very against having kids :( Its so sad....it really is. So, I guess the combination of all these things helped a little as well that I wasn't able to sleep that well. :s I've heard that during tonight weather will be milder with some rain and lower temperatures...and I hope it will really be so. I also watched Shrek 3 yesterday and I really loved the film :) It's yet again funny - gosh, I love the donkey :) and now the donkey has babies with dragon...you should see it; those cute little pink/grey flying donkey/dragons :P If you haven't seen it, do it; I am sure you will not regret it...but of course, you should see the first two pars as well :) |
The donkey and the dragon?? OMG :)
I keep my fingers crossed that the Telekom company would contact you VERY SOON!!!!