Carpe Diem: Sadder news

And my last entry today is a bit sadder - or how you take it?
I got back the news from the Telekom Company and since it's sadder news you can already imagine what it is! YUP; I didn't get the job and to be sharp; NO ONE got it; I mean, none of us 3 who left at the end after those IQ tests! I got a mail today in the afternoon that they have deicded to re-organized a little one of their departments and put someone from inside onto that position! That's also why we've been waiting for so long on the answer!
I must admit that I haven't expected an answer like this, but OK, now it is what it is and I can't do anything about it.
YES; I am sad; you lie if I would say that I don't give a damn, coz' job like this is hard,
actually very hard to find,
but I of course won't give up. I will keep looking for new work and hope to find one soon, coz' just
today was a moment at my current work when it made me so mad that I would leave it in the
same second - if only I would have some other work.

I mean, my co-worker is really b****h! Sorry for the work, but she deserves it! She was at work yesterday and I asked her one thing to do and she writes me that she has no time to do it and that I should do it! Well, the problem is that I don't know how to do it, coz' she always does it!
That's also why I asked her to do it, since it's urgent, but NOOOO, she didn't do it! :( Grrrr.......
Of course, there was much more work that was not done and I had a pile of papers that were on the desk, not even dated! I needed more than 3 hours to put all in order! :(
But OK, if she's so rude, I shall be as well...I will leave all her work. I mean, there are some things which I could do instead of her, but I won't. I will leave all for her!
I really hate this and I am telling you coz' of this and some other things I would leave the work right now! I really, really hope to find some other work soon!

Keep fingers crossed that I will find a new job soon....

And for now...tomorrow need to go to work....again!