Carpe Diem
Thursday, October 26, 2006
6 months
Today is sort of sad day for me, though I'm trying not to be sad! 26th April was the day when after long thinking we put my dog Brina into sleep coz' of her long lasting illness. I can't really believe HOW time flies, since it feels like few days ago I was still hugging her tightly to me, letting her know how much I love her!!
I still miss her badly, badly and still often cry. I can't help myself, but tears just come from my eyes!!! I spent the wonderful 15 years with her and we had LOTS of fun together!
I know she had wonderful life, was spoiled more than you can imagine and was our sweetheart! I miss you Brina and you will ALWAYS be in my HEART! I love you!!!!!!!!

Apart from this sad memories I am stuck at work. I don't have much of work and am still browsing on Internet, hopeing the time will fly by as quickly as possible! The good thing is that I am still alone in the office and I can do whatever I wasnt - as soon as my boss will come to the office, I will need to at least pretend that I'm working...but it's so stupid that I have to do that, coz' if there's no work, there's no work. He doesn't understand that! But many of your knows that my boss is freak and not really a normal person.

We have holidays on 31st October (Reformation Day) and 1st November. So, that makes 30th October normal working day, but in many companies people are at home...and at the beginning was the same planned at our company as well...and than on Monday I found out that the whole company here will be at home on Monday except me!! HELLO??? The first explanation was that I need to be here, coz' the cleaning lady is going to come at 4pm!!! Another HELLO??? Why I don't come 3.45pm and open the office for her? The wife of boss told me they I'll be home as well, but I told her I've heard differently from the boss. She than told me I will be at home on Monday as well, but I guess the boss has no idea about the conversation. We will need to talk about this today, so we can call the cleaning lady to come on Friday instead on Monday...in case I will be at home on Monday...which would be GREAT, coz' than I would be 5 days at home, would come to work on Thursday 2nd November and will be home on 3rd November as well, since I have to drive my grandpa to hospital on eye check....but I won't be too happy too soon, coz' there is still high chance for me to work on Monday.

I guess I only told few of my friends that I've started with diet!!! Yup, the diet...I look like a whale and I've decided to lose few kilos! I haven't decided how much, but I've started with it. I have no special diet, just that need to eat less, more often and do lots of sport. I go jogging every day, work 3 times a week on Pilates and wish to (coz' of the weather is so nice) go up on the hill on my free days :) I'll let you know how is my progress.

Plans for today?? Don't have any special plans...after work will pick up the photos I took yesterday to photo shop, will go home, eat a little what has left from yesterday and than will relax. :) Miha will come late in the afternoon and we will probably go for a walk and than at 8.30pm the basketball starts :) The first Euroleague basketball match - our team (the only Slovenian team) will play against Croatian team Cibona. Our team has LOTS all kinds of problems, but I hope they'll do their best!!!

I wish you all to have GREAT day! ENJOY IT!! I need to go to work - the office got full :(

Love, Katie :)

posted by Katie @ 9:40 am  
6 Comments:
  • At 2:31 pm, Blogger *JustAShadow* said…

    Dear, I am with you on the day you remember Brina. I can imagien how wou feel about her death and everything... I think of you.
    I truly hope they will let you stay at home on Monday. What they want is crazy...
    kiss

     
  • At 2:50 pm, Blogger Katie said…

    Thank you for your sympathy :) Miha wrote words that hurt me, though he said I did understand it wrong...I told him I still miss her a lot and he wrote me: "She's now in better place than before was".It hurts...we gave her everything and took GREAT care about her from the day we got her!!!! He said he was thinking that last year of her life was hard and that now we took her to better place....
    I told him it hurts, but he said I'm over-reacting!! Yeah, yeah...always blame the weak one! :(
    I am dissapointed and I don't care what he says!!! He knew I was terribly attached to her and he could be more careful!!!
    :((

     
  • At 4:44 pm, Blogger george said…

    Hello!!

    I know is hard to let go the ones you love. I remeber the day that one my dogs was killed by a shoot to her lungs, my sister and I really cried about that.
    I think that what Miha was intending to say is that she is not suffering any more.. no that she is a better place now, because as you have said she was loved.

    I hope you can stay at home on Monday!!!

    Here in some companies are going to have November 1st and 2nd off. It's the day of the death. Unluckly for me we are going to work.
    The good news is that today is my last day of work this week tomorrow I will flying to Chicago and will be back on Monday. I am really excited about this short trip at work things are not very good, my boss has been nagging me!!!!

    Take care :) Besos y abrazos

    Monterrey over!

     
  • At 5:58 pm, Blogger *JustAShadow* said…

    Well ther are days like these... you know what I mean. I hope that you will feel better soon: maybe miha really just wanted to comfort you, only it turned out badly. I hope he will understand it as well.
    Ok now I will be away from internet for a while, since I think I will have my PC back only Monday. So take care uuntil then.. (the service guy told he thinks data will not be lost yuppeeee)
    kisses

     
  • At 1:58 am, Blogger Monika said…

    Dear Katie! I really feel you sadness, no words can make it disappear, maybe give a little comfort for a while but still there is an empty place... Losing someone dear is not just hard , it is THE HARDEST... Time really flies and we can change or choose everything but not time...
    I can´t figure out how a person like that could be a boss in the first place. Are all workers on the same opinion about "the highest head" of the place?! It just can´t be the way that you have to go to work while others won´t :-/ Hopefully justice wins in the end :-) and you´ll have a nice "work-free" Monday :-)

     
  • At 2:59 pm, Blogger Katie said…

    Hi Monika :) and to Jorge, though I know you are in Chicago now :)
    Sadly, my boss is still an IDIOT and he told me I have to come to work on Monday. :( I had a plan to go flying with Miha on Monday, but now I will have to sit ALL alone in the office from 8am to 4pm with NO work, waiting for the cleaning lady to come at 3.30pm!! I could ENJOY the wonderful sunny day at home with Miha....I hate my boss...
    I will still try to convince him why is useless to come to work on Monday just coz' of the cleaning lady, but I think he won't really change his mind :(
    Apart from this - the day was BORING; I had very little work to do - most of it I did it in the morning...now I have no work at all. One more hour and will go home...well, will go with my cousin to Skofja Loka - will drive her cat to vet!
    I shall make update to my blog on Sunday I guess...
    Till than I wish you ALL to have nice weekend and keep in touch!
    Hugs

     
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